Wednesday, November 24, 2010

claustrophobia...

oh my goodness! why another time in bruises?
how many times i gotta feel so useless?
must this always happen in phases?
need a tranquilizer for calmness
need some honest answers, supporters
anything to correct the wrongness
feeling trapped with walls surround
need some air to get back around
lift me up from above this ground
ma smile has too long been a frown
don't know which way's up or down
i am ma own joke, what a clown!
claustrophobia in ma mind
need some space of ma own this time
if not i'll explode in the scene
maybe not, implode with ma dreams
i don't know when i've been so mean
can't be patient anymore it seems
it seems like i've lost it, it seems
'cause i fail to speak but i SCREAM...

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Psalm 51:17 (Just Leave Me Alone...)

shit! here i go again, venting all ma pain again...
gotta get this shit outta ma system before it kills ma brain again
i feel like i wanna throw it in, the towel right into the bin
i can no longer stand it, wanna give up on this road i'm in
there is no point for what i'm doing, i don't see no truth in it
i gave ma explanation but then they want a lot more out of it
how can i give more with that attitude right in front of ma face?
it is mere impossible for me to exercise that grace
i feel like i wanna quit this race
no more pursuing, no more chase
i feel like i don't give a damn anymore about 'eternal place'
oh, LORD! please forgive me, would You? even if i didn't ask You to?
i'm sorry if somehow i'm taking all of my shit out on You
oh, LORD! You know me, You know me, You know from the inside out
there is nothing i can hide from You and that there is no doubt!
so, LORD, won't You just look at me 'cause i'm even ashamed of me
You said You won't despise me!
...i'm broken and contrite within me...


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

A Legacy of Memories by A.RON & Da Archaize...


Haha! Yo! Check it!
this is goin' out to HM, bet you know who that is
if you don't already know, i'm gonna tell you who is...
...Mdm. Teh Seok Im, she's one in a million
she be shining like stars, y'know stars in trillions...
from up above and she be showing us love
she takes care of welfare of students she loves
who are mainly everybody, she is giving quality
upgrading our school and giving us many facilities
like that new block and everything else on top
she keeps this school running all year, all round the clock
man! you gotta admit! she really did a lot!
so, let's be thankful to GOD for whom that we've got!
and under her, man! kami telah berjaya
menjadi sebuah Sekolah Perdana di Subang Jaya
yeah! without a doubt man, she's like a close friend
to all of 'em teachers, i'm sure you understand
yo! she always has the best intentions in mind
we're like uncut diamonds waiting to be refined
to the very best, above the rest, for success
passion for excellence, that's her quest!
and she leads by example, now that's ample
if you can't handle, she's your sample...
...of iron put into one's soul
she's our principal, with a heart of gold!


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

leave a legacy...

when one goes up, another gets down
when you rocked a gig, there'll always be more to improve on
i understand that now
leave a legacy, not an empty memory...