Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Psalm 51:17 (Just Leave Me Alone...)

shit! here i go again, venting all ma pain again...
gotta get this shit outta ma system before it kills ma brain again
i feel like i wanna throw it in, the towel right into the bin
i can no longer stand it, wanna give up on this road i'm in
there is no point for what i'm doing, i don't see no truth in it
i gave ma explanation but then they want a lot more out of it
how can i give more with that attitude right in front of ma face?
it is mere impossible for me to exercise that grace
i feel like i wanna quit this race
no more pursuing, no more chase
i feel like i don't give a damn anymore about 'eternal place'
oh, LORD! please forgive me, would You? even if i didn't ask You to?
i'm sorry if somehow i'm taking all of my shit out on You
oh, LORD! You know me, You know me, You know from the inside out
there is nothing i can hide from You and that there is no doubt!
so, LORD, won't You just look at me 'cause i'm even ashamed of me
You said You won't despise me!
...i'm broken and contrite within me...


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