who the f*ck am i kiddin'? without you i'll still be bleedin'
another silver lining? c'mon man, stop with the shittin'
it seems impossible to get over, somethin' takin' me over
and i end up pleadin' for mercy, for you to forgive me
it's like this shit i spill is somethin' that can keep me alive
or alive enough for me not to stab maself with a knife
and i'll give it all to you, i'll give it up for you, you know it's true
don't act like you don't know that this shit's pointed to you
although you knew, i think you do, you won't be settlin' for nothin'
you don't seem to be comin' back to me and that just be hurtin'
and all these words i be blurtin' for me to sink the suspicion
that you found another dude in ma place for a replacement
and i'll be like some other trash that you stash in the basement
no more shit you feelin' for me, no more starin' and gazin'
into the endless bliss in your eyes when i see the connection
the line is down...man, how is it that we comin' round?
i don't think that shit's about to happen no more, so i frown
i'm like another clown, goin' round town with ma head down
wishin' for the good ol' days, i wish i could trade in ma pain
i'mma give up ma playin' ways just to have you again...
