lil' by lil'...

"won't you ice me till i freeze, to get into a world of ease, escaping to find ma peace, and killing ma inner beast?"

Da Deft

have any one of you people out there ever felt so pissed off at yourself for an opportunity (likened to being 'divine') wasted? well, that's EXACTLY how i'm feeling right now...and the stupidest thing is that...it might probably NOT come back for a VERY long time...and after reading that very sentence, everyone out there will most probably mention this phrase too, "That's life.LIVE WITH IT!!"

well, what if i CAN'T live with it? what if i CAN'T forgive myself? what if i CAN'T accept ma mistakes and move on? BUT instead always dwelling on the past?? well...in that case.......

DAMN IT!!

gotta get maself right. slowly BUT surely. lil' by lil'... i'm sure. time is all i need. unfortunately...time is not on ma side this time and it's squeezing me till i'm finding maself lost in ma time...sigh...in times like these...you'd pray for this time to NOT take its time...but, it still does...now what?

MORAL of the story...there's no moral...must it have one?

"don't judge a book by it's cover nor judge a flower by its colour...this is who i really am...and by the way of the pen, i devour its power..."

Da Deft