playin' poker in the park...

huh! what? check it!

you gotta brace yourself to break yourself in order to locate yourself

the only way to live is like i said, is just to die to self

but what do you mean by dying? you're dead! so, quit lying!

i mean, get over those feelings in order to quit crying!

so, quit trying if you intend to keep trying

to relive the moments and pretend that you're still flying

but you ain't flying, you're falling, you're sinking, you're crawling

but at least i got ma head intact, it's not gone bawling

but so what if it's not? not like that i forgot

about all that we've been through and all that we've gotten into

although, i wish i did, for now, at this moment

'cause it's tearin' me apart and i feel so broken

but life goes on...as you've heard in any song

but it doesn't hit home sometimes 'cause it's so wrong

so, i gotta play ma cards right, suck it up, hold it tight

one false move and it's the end of the night! aight!

in addition, this is just maybe a premonition

of the things to come, y'know, a premature invasion

a fusion of illusions on emotions of the moments

hallucinations are causing pollution on ma emotions

so, wow! i really gotta get out of it now

there's always a time to fold and just move out of it now

before you step in much deeper, get consumed in the dark

but all this feels unreal like playin' poker in the park...