Reconstruction...

responsibility. somethin' that i've not been livin' up to

humility. holdin' ma breath till i be turnin' blue

complexity. somethin' that's goin' on in ma mind

that i can't rewind and can never bring it back to the time

that when it used to be fine and i would not cross the line

between the fact and the fiction, no sign of any affliction

back then, when i was full straight and had them goals in ma mind

when i was able to see and decipher and not just go blind

to the things important and truer than true and true to itself

i guess i've caused maself to slip and i'm just losing maself

in this heat of the matter in which the matter gets worse

and then when worse comes to worst, there goes ma whole universe

and you might think that i stole that verse from Eminem's verse

but it's just a reference, no need for you to go out and curse

i've already got alotta things leading me to that hearse

so enough talk and just stop sending me your 'no loves'

i need to get outta the ditch, from the curse of the evil witch

in which i leave ma past behind and just move on and just stitch

ma present together so that it can be so much better

but by the grace of God only because His grace is the center

the center of existence and the center of life

and i believe His grace is sufficient for me in ma life

and His power perfected in all ma weakness and strife

and through the torments and torrents i believe that i will survive

therefore, i boast not about me but i boast about ma God

who did not spare His only Son nor would He spare the rod

"Oh, Lord! Do as You wish, Your will be done in me

even if You have to reshape and remould, You RECONSTRUCT me!"