spewin' ma guts out...

DAMN...

...that'll be one of ma common words lately

due to the fact that i've lost maself completely

bawling ma head off with all of ma guts spewed

i can't believe i'm really gettin' maself damn screwed

what is the point of me TRYING to live ma life right?

when all I see is a dark tunnel in the darkest of nights?

well, somebody out there better answer me quick

before i land maself up in some kinda sickly SHIT

all of this Marshall nonsense is wrecking ma damn brain

and now i be feeling a whole lotta damn pain

decisions, decisions, what kinda helluva of a decision??

pushing for something surreal and lying with great precision

but, anyhow though, i gave us a chance to roll

but i can't give anything more for the time being, so..

it's best to go, to just leave it as it is

before any of us bleeds with our final kiss

or bleed more in fact, damn..to crumble and crack

so, whatever left unsaid gotta remain as that

i gotta break maself into bits and build me up again

if i fail to maintain, it will drive me insane

pretty deranged..like a car, when i'm stuck in the rain

and the only possible thing to do is to hydroplane

it's the only way i can regain maself back again

or just become entangled in a maze or what's sort of a game

i mean, damn..i just took off..took off just like that?

wandering 'round ma hood with ma trusty Chargers cap?

with a couple of bucks and ma two feet still intact

man, you mean a buck, fifty, to roll with me perhaps?

yeah, that..how could i deny the fact?

it was for a couple of hours before i retired maself back

into the sanctuary of where ma home be at

dude, but aren't your folks in the lair waiting for you to be back?

yeah, i know..exactly why i DIDN'T go

i wandered some more, stopped at ma second crib, yo

but lo and behold, they came hunting for me

and it turned into a chase all so suddenly

but i ran as fast as ma feet could take me

made it back home where i vanished, so safely

damn, what the hell man?? what a damn take!!

in ma own damn home and i'm like a damn renegade!!

maybe it's because of that Jay-Z song in head

bleeding in ma ears till i'm wishin' to be dead

but, what the heck..damn it..no excuses to be made

i gotta face the music before it becomes too late...

damn...